another week. hell of a week.
different people in one's life, would play their role, and bring one different things, feelings, emotions. someone gives you love, others give you hatred, some gives you care, some gives you guilt. one kind that very rare and so golden, gives you growth, maturity, learning, a will for a better you, without a motive, selfless.
A person that gives you a book, is someone so special, that wanting to provide a path, a light.
reading the book has been a delight during the week. besides all the positive thinking and reenforce of all that, there is something that opens my mind. The material universe was made up with so many little elements and molecules. and so are things with cause and ends. The same cause, meeting with different fate, the end would be different. That's why our lives are so dynamic and ever evolving. we might thing with element A and element B, we can see a very clear path, yet element C was there, hiding, only coming out least expected, changing everything. EVERYTHING.
I thought i see a clear direction, after so many fighting and struggling, I thought everything was there, i can just go ahead with what I want, finally. Yet the least expected came to me, forcing me to a corner. I lost my direction.
Maybe it is fate, the existence of such element C, while putting me in a corner, also giving me a reality hit. yes it hit me, so hard yet i can move on. its finally done and over. and i will erase it, eventually.
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